Fall in the Pacific Northwest

Washington is the Evergreen State, which in essence means we have more evergreen trees than deciduous trees. I love the look of evergreens in the winter, but about this time of year I get jealous of those areas that have mostly deciduous trees, i.e. Vermont.

I guess one of the things I’ve enjoyed about Nisqually Refuge lately is watching the large number of oak trees change color and gradually drop leaves. Much to my frustration, though, I’ve found it nearly impossible to convey that feeling photographically. Here’s my best shot at doing so:

Now imagine you’re surrounded by the same scene on all four sides, covered in glowing, golden leaves reaching the very sky, raining down golden droplets of sunlight.

Addicted

Despite the amount of time I’ve spent lately taking pictures of birds, I wouldn’t call myself a birder, nor do I think I will ever become one despite recently joining the Audubon society and Friends of Nisqually. When I read the titles of books at the Audubon store, I know I will always prefer reading poetry to reading books about birds, though I might well prefer to spend a day outside watching birds to spending a day inside reading poetry.

No, I am an addict, and, at least for the moment, birding is my addiction. I am so new at this game that no matter where or when I go I see something new, and the name of this game is finding something new. Yes, I understand that nothing I’ve seen so far is particularly unusual, but they are new to me and in my small world that is all that counts.

Adding photography to the game merely made it more addictive. Now I not only thrive on seeing new birds, I get a thrill when I get a better picture than one I’ve taken before, and, considering the quality of some of the pictures I’ve gotten, that’s really not too hard.

For instance, the highlight of this week’s Nisqually walk was seeing a pair of Bald Eagles, and, yes, my heart was suddenly pounding when I looked up in a tree I was passing and saw them staring down at me. Silly me, I was thrilled to get this rather bad picture proving just how close I got.

Of course, the fact that it was a typical, dark, gray fall day and I had to shoot straight up into the sky didn’t improve the quality of the picture. Still, the picture stands as a solid marker of my first encounter with eagles at close range. Best of all, any pictures I get in the future will have to be an improvement over these. What more could one ask?

If this new addiction didn’t tie in with past passions so smoothly, I would be a little worried about how excited I am by birding. Luckily, it merely seems an extension of my life-long passion for the outdoors. It also complements my artistic bent, part of my life since I was a child. I’ve loved photography since I bought my first Minolta SLR in Vietnam many, many years ago. So, despite the expense of a new lens specifically for birding, the addiction has been relatively inexpensive and relatively harmless. I can only wish all of my past, and future, addictions were this harmless.

Bishop’s “One Art”

I’ve finished all of Elizabeth Bishop’s poems except for her translations, which I’ll discuss later, and there are surprisingly few poems I’ve marked as ones I really like, five, to be exact.

Judging from the poems I do like, which include several that are often anthologized, like â€?”The Armadillo” and â€?”First Death In Nova Scotia,” I suspect that what I don’t like about her poems is the overwhelming sense of â€?”objectivity.” Too many of the poems seem to do nothing but describe a scene, describe it so coldly and meticulously that you can’t help but sense the artist’s alienation from what she has chosen to describe.

It is precisely those poems that try to articulate this alienation, those mentioned above and, particularly â€?”One Art” that I do like:

ONE ART

The art of losing isn’t hard to master;

so many things seem filled with the intent

to be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster

of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.

The art of losing isn’t hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:

places, and names, and where it was you meant

to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother’s watch. And look! my last, or

next-to-last, of three loved houses went.

The art of losing isn’t hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,

some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.

I miss them, but it wasn’t a disaster.

–Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture

I love) I shan’t have lied. It’s evident

the art of losing’s not too hard to master

though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

I hope that I wasn’t influenced to choose this poem because I heard the author read it here, but I probably was. It always seems difficult to totally ignore what we’ve been told are â€?”good” poems prior to actually reading them ourselves.

I suspect that reading this poem in the context of all of her other poems influenced me, too. In some ways, this poem seems to summarize her outlook on life, which is not too surprising when you read her biography.

More importantly, the poem precisely captures a moment most of us have felt more than once in our lives.

Everyone has lost many of the things mentioned in the poem, none of which seemed disastrous. But too many of us have also lost those things that do seem disastrous. Even at fifty-five it hurts to be a â€?”motherless-child.”

I still remember that period in my life when I repeatedly played Ray Charles’ version of â€?”If It Wasn’t For Bad Luck,” I wouldn’t have any luck at all, and ironically referred to it as my theme song.

Things often have a way of righting themselves, though it certainly doesn’t seem that way when you’re in the middle of a losing streak. Unfortunately, for some people things never do quite right themselves, and who can blame them if they’re left feeling lost and alienated?

More Missed Shots

Today was a day of missed shots. While walking Skye early this morning the jays seemed unusually upset, which made me suspect it wasn’t us that they were telling the world about. Sure enough, I soon spotted a beautiful coyote emerging from the woods to watch us as we headed up the hill away from us. Naturally I didn’t have my camera with me.

Most of the pictures I did manage to get today were taken at the zoo, where the animals have no choice but to stay put. Here’s one of my favorites:

though I also like this shot of the zoo’s tiger, which looks even more striking full size:

Probably my favorite shot of the day, though, was this shot taken at the beach of a cormorant eating a rather large bottom fish he’d just caught:

It’s hard enough to just get a decent cormorant shot, much less one of a cormorant with a freshly-caught fish in its mouth.

I missed another shot of a Pileated Woodpecker because there wasn’t enough light in the deep woods to take a decent picture. To cap the day off, I missed a picture of two falcons fighting right outside my den window because I had my camera battery charging.